
d'arcy thompson's transformations
(it came up in a lecture on levi-strauss -- i think in discussion of mythologiques and the transformation of the myth being akin to evolution. namely, in that the structure remains the same but the relations within it change. i rather like the diagram, and it made me think a little about last year when i did work relating to adaptation in a non-scientific but hopefully holistic sense)so, post-reading week and post-personal life madness (of the good yet busy-making variety), i have returned to being taught. i am coming to realise that my feelings towards my two main modules have swapped round:--
i am slowly coming to grips with 'subject and sign', although this may be in part because our most recent discussion has centred on application to film, making it much more accessible to persons such as myself who just don't think as well with the theory alone (if there is indeed such a thing). perhaps it is also because i have got more of the course under my belt. hopefully a little of the latter.
conversely, with 'material cultures', i'm coming to realise that despite its surface-level simplicity, i am not delving as deeply as i ought to. the difficulty with a course like this is that it interrogates everyday practices, which are quite difficult to separate one's self from. and, as i've mentioned before, it's quite easy for me to fall into the trap of assuming that i know what is being discussed, and assimilating the information, without really critically considering my own behaviour. to that end, i'm considering embarking on a little experiment. my tutor for this course keeps on suggesting we keep various journals - a 'boredom' journal for a week detailing what how we deal with boredom, for example. i'm wondering if it would be worthwhile to do something like this via twitter; make it a little more interesting (and potentially even have people participate? unlikely but a nice idea).
i'm slowly formulating essay topics for both, although i'm nowhere near set in my decision (as if i ever am!). once i get into the further reading, things will take shape, but i have a time-consuming tendency to want to read
everything and then realising i can't before i even get to the maybe-i'll-start-writing stage. it seems everything i do i do slowly, and yet i feel frantic. such is masters life, i suppose.
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on the digitisation of our age, i have recently had two interesting experiences - both took place on the same day, and both relating to authority -- the authority of the material, but also authority's use of material (or lack thereof):
i sat the GRE last friday. exams in and of themselves are rather nervewracking experiences, but because this was computerised, the process leading up to it was very daunting. you register once you arrive, rewriting by hand (perhaps the most material process involved here!) a statement saying you won't disclose the contents of the test to anyone else, and then are told to sit in a rather faceless room, not knowing where you're going to be led to next. i understand that these people this everyday, but a little guidance wouldn't have gone amiss to aid the ease of the examination process. you take the exam by computer in a cubicle, so that you can't see others who are in the midst of test-taking - the benefit of the computer test being that people can start the exam at different times, cancelling out the need for an invigilator who gives preliminary instructions, telling you what you can and cannot do. instead, it's all there before you in the screen. this obviously reduces the human element involved significantly, and the human interaction you
do have, as i have recounted, is very impersonal. all this adds to the intimidation of the exam set-up, and the impersonality of taking the test on a computer.
and at the end of the exam, you can designate four institutions you wish to send your scores to, and one (or at least i) can't help having the feeling that this method feels somewhat unreliable. thoughts like
did i pick the right school? there were 3 listings for the same university ran through my mind afterwards, because this set-up was unfamiliar to me and there was no human face to guide me, merely the suspect technology itself. in other words, i couldn't help but want some sort of piece of paper at the end of it, to confirm my choices, or even to have specified these choices by writing them out in a form. somehow to do so would've made the process seem more reliable.
common sense dictates that i should've asked an invigilator to confirm that i did what i was meant to do correctly, but the atmosphere intimidated me into not doing so. i wonder (to again draw upon and possibly mis-appropriate the idea for which he is most well-known) what foucault would have made of the whole thing -- the exam room i was in was one of two, and the exam invigilator's room (with its windows looking into each exam room) was between them. it reminded me very much of the watchman's tower. and, where i sat, if i looked up, i could see a surveillance camera (since the window of the 'watchtower' only allows the invigilators to see if an examinee has raised their hand or left their cubicle, the camera allows them to see what the examinees are doing
at said cubicles). but the more typical type of camera - it was the kind which is obscured by a one-way mirror, in the shape of a section of a sphere. and because of its reflective qualities, when i looked at (and into) the camera, all i could see what the the camera would see: myself.
the other example relates to the police. after my test, i met with a friend, and unfortunately, an incident occurred that necessitated a visit to the local police station, so that we could report a crime. when we arrived, there were several other people waiting sat on the benches opposite the area where you could speak to the police officer, which separated from the waiting area by a glass door, so we could see the proceedings going on inside, and they could see us. affixed to the glass door was a sign which instructed us to take a seat and wait to be called forward. we did so. interestingly, the 'queue' to see the policeman at the desk was only determined by decorum -- no . but then this is britain, and queuing decorum reigns supreme. (i wonder if there has any work been done on this too!). or perhaps they were relying ultimately on the policeman's authority - we were to wait to be called forward (although in reality the man at the desk let decorum take its course - in fact, one city-type/businessman let younger dude go first, since he knew that he was going to be a while, but the dude wasn't going to be long). as i sat, reading the various signs, i realised that we could report our crime to the what is referred to as the 'police information point' (or PIP as it will hereafter be known. ah,
great expectations... it's actually rather fitting - and possibly even intentional? - that it abbreviates into a name of sorts, given that its innocuous name and appearance is intended to create an aura of approachableness. this was made apparent to me by my friend astute observation that it was 'calling for attention' or some similar personification). in addition to theft (which was what we were there to report), posters helpfully also informed us that we could amongst other things, we could also report hate crimes to PIP (or, alternatively, online). now, i don't know about you, but there seems something a little bit wrong about such an impersonal method of crime-reporting given the personal nature of the crime.
now, i understand the logic of 'efficiency' that underlies this self-reporting of crimes, and in the case of a hate crime, a victim or witness may even find the anonymity of the internet to be a benefit. nevertheless, there is another issue involved here - the authority of the material (and also the 'personal', as opposed to the digital). we opted to go to a police station (despite being aware of the internet reporting option) because it somehow seemed more valid, more authoritative than sending the details of a crime through broadband cables.
anyway, my friend initially refrained from using PIP but i was both bemused and curious as to how reporting a crime to it worked, and so i started the process to see what PIP would ask a person to do. the queue was long, however, and so suzanne opted to try PIP out. i assured her that we would probably be given some sort of confirmation slip - serving as an authorative material object, since PIP seemed to have a slot from where we could collect such a slip from. after the tedious process of reporting the crime to PIP, the option to print off the reference number came up. we instructed PIP to print accordingly and, ultimately (perhaps aptly for the purposes of my story), everything but the relevant information was printed off. by this point, the businessman was speaking to the policeman (notably i overheard him saying he lost not his phone but his
iphone -- more on such distinctions later, maybe) and no one else was waiting, so we figured we might as well get him to double-check that it's gone through. the rest of suzanne's saga is irrelevant in this context, but the fact is that we do not always trust technology, being aware of its flaws. and so we place belief in what we do know - the material. (and people too, i suppose).
and, for me, in many ways, it is difficult to imagine a world in which this distrust doesn't exist. it is difficult to imagine a world where the material is largely irrelevant. but as technology perfects itself, and as people become more accustomed to using it in ways that currently seem foreign, and even threatening, to us, the world as we know it probably won't exist. and in its place will be one which people may now describe as a world where the machines have 'taken over' (this loss of autonomy/control to technology obviously being a source of anxiety not only of our times, but of many of those before us). and yet, as n katherine hayles noted in the conclusion of a talk she recently gave at nottingham, we're
already at this point where the machines have taken over. our phones, computers, the internet -- they all have mechanics we don't understand, do things which we don't understand and unbeknownst to us, which nevertheless affect us. all that we experience is what it presents to us, and this is why the concept of technological 'functionality' exists at all - it refers to the effectiveness of a machine in allowing us, as humans, to use it.
oh, an aside: the above image was one of the many posters i inspected whilst waiting to see a police officer. i first encountered one of these set in a similar setting - at night, at a bus stop, so the entire ad was lit up. it was rather intimidating and disturbing, partly for reasons succinctly summed up here,
You may have seen the slogan “Keep Calm And Carry On” on posters and t-shirts recently. It’s a poster design from the archives of World War II, when invasion of these islands was expected. It’s now the direct inspiration for this new police campaign. The original has grown in popularity because it’s a quaint relic of a bygone era which has seen its message of stoic British resolve reapplied now. It’s all very tongue in cheek. By using this format, the Home Office may be seeking to be trendy – but they just end up co-opting aspects of what the message meant then and means now. The original was simply a propaganda poster. Draw your own conclusion from that.